this past few weeks have witnessed the weaken of my heart. outside... I am jolly as a ever but inside....sigh
I just don't know why... it doesn't involve my loved ones. its just me.
Work is not a factor too...i think. its just me.
but indeed one factor did add to the 'gloominess' of my heart.
my father called me 2 days ago to tell me a great news... my parents are going to mecca for their haj this 3rd of October. due to work constraint, I might not be able to send them to the airport. It looks simple to some but not to me.
As a muslim, haj is one of the 'biggest' event in our life. I have been waiting for this moment since long ago. sending my parents to the airport is TO ME....AN OBLIGATION! it is part of being a good son. witnessing one of the biggest moment in the history of my parents life.... I've told my father about my plan to 'run' back home for just a moment leaving my work for a while. but my father called me just now and disprove my plan. he said what is important is my dua's plus i'll still be seeing them (for a while, less than 8 hours to be exact) after attending BTN. he dont want me to spent money on plane ticket etc.... it definitely saddened me. being obedient is also part of being a good son...
but as I said... that is part of the gloominess...
I still can't find the reason let alone the cure for this gloominess of mine...
But hey.... I am still smiling and standing high. Pretending that everything is fine.
At least....my lips are still strong....
p/s: Good Luck to yoeyie for his Viva tomorrow....I know you can do it!
1 ekor ikan bagi komen:
i read this in the gloomy mood too!!
but yes i do agree with u, obey to your dad is also can show either we r a good son or not
and ... i've heard ur dad's word before this.... someone told me the same thing before .... the du'a is more important no matter what where we r!!!
but then, the choice is yours! heheheh ....
~~ Loque, thanks for your support for me. i appreciated u guys,,,,, my kawannnnn2!!
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