how I miss my mother...
pesan mama,
"be a good and obedient son, be responsible, be strong, aim high, always remember that I love you so much..."
a week before she 'left' me, I asked her
why she is being so nice to his one particular person who I know have hurt her so much before... and she answered... 'it will be ramadhan in a few days...isn't it the best time to forget and forgive of each other wrong doings?'
why she is giving me a lot of household chores to do and she answered... 'its not that I don't love you, i just want want you to be responsible and independent, some day I might not be around and you will be the one to do all this chores'
since I was born, I have seen her being very nice to my wan (my fathers mom). she treated her the way she treated her own mother... so I asked her about it and she answered... 'don't you want your wife to be nice to me too?'
in my life.... only mama have broken my heart.... it was at the hospital, when she said that she feels her time has come.... I was really angry at her at the time for wanting to leave me...
11 years have passed since then,
i miss u ma....
its a gloomy day.... as gloomy as my heart....and I'm counting days.....
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if we want others to be nice at us... we have to start the first move...
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